What the heck is this about? I keep getting the impression I'm the bad guy, the stumbling block, the cause, the scum, the bastard... I'm the one who misleads, gives wrong signels, makes the wrong moves, at the wrong time. I'm at fault. Well, I admit I was... BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH!!! But I will not be tied down by this. I will not let you try to squeeze guilt out of me. As far as I'm concerned.... YADDA YADDA YADDA!

No one gives a damn!
Stop complaining yeah? You've got your purpose and you've got to carry it out. Pick yourself up at move on. The world doesn't care... Its really sad but true... And after all has been said and done, you still have got move on. So do it and save the trouble. Live right so that you're winning. Feels like you're losing out? Then your perspective is wrong!

What are you going to believe?
Your emotions? Undependable
Your mind? Unreliable
Believe what the bible says... You know the truth. You know the verses. Its not supposed to make you feel better, although it might... You've supposed to learn to go on whether it feels good or not! Spirit over mind and body.

It feels like I'm deceiving myself!
Believing what the bible says is deceiving yourself? Faith doesn't rely on feelings and circumstances. Faith is believing that it happens before it happens. Speak out the truth. Feels like being in denial? You're in denial if you don't do it!

I've been having weird dreams lately... Dreams that are supposed to pull me down. But I won't let them. I thank God that He will provide for me when the time is right. The idea is not to try every key at every door. But to move on, learning and growing so that when the right door comes along, you'll know and enter.